Ow, I think better of it in retrospect, tending to remember only the good parts. Roger, though, seems to live for nothing except the next jump from an airplane, the ten-mile runs, and all the free incest videos unquestioned regimen that had once irritated the hell out of me. Like Ellen, he never swears, doesn't smoke, and drinks nothing alcoholic but a couple of glasses a wine a month, maybe even less. He laughs easily, never complains, and never runs out of jokes. Ellen of course had told me about the incident with her brother, which fascinated me. During his second night of his three- day visit with us, we were swimming in our backyard pool while Roger was out jogging. The moon's narrow sliver of gold hung in the black sky. The distant dining room's small window of light spilled across the trimmed lawn and onto the dark waters of the swimming pool, providing the only other illumination. Ellen swam to the pool ladder, grasped a rung, and said, "I think I know now why I'm often attracted to men a few years younger than me." It was out of the blue; we hadn't even been talking about Roger. I started to ask why but somehow knew exactly what she was thinking. I acknowledged, "Because of incest sex pictures your brother." I raised my eyebrows questioningly. "Right?" She nodded affirmatively and giggled, "Too weird for words, isn't it?" She clambered up the ladder, stripped off her swimsuit and lifted her hip-length beach robe from the pool deck. I paddled back a couple of feet from the pool's rim, looked up at her as she was toweling off, and suggested, "Why